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if you've missed the old crazy spur of the moment do anything Lauren she's back!
She just took a break for the past year and a half.
I'm back on my feet, doing what I WANT and not living&breathing for another.
I have one life to live and I'm not going to spend it agonizing over a guy.
Whattawaste.
I have so much more to say! And only 22mins til class! Maybe later.
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[12 Oct 2008|09:32am] |
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It seems like everytime things seem well and settled and really just great.
It always gets fucked up.
I just need to stop getting my hopes up.
I should be used to this by now.
ugh.
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[23 Mar 2008|03:34pm] |
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I keep hoping for the "Happy Easter" text that won't come.
Ironic as hell.
As the time passes it's gets easier.
But I still miss it all the time.
But holy crap do I love my new job! Pilots, young pilots, cute pilots, rich pilots!
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[12 Mar 2008|07:29pm] |
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What started as a horrible weekend. . .
( 18 and livin' it up! )
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[18 Sep 2007|09:41pm] |
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Biggest Loser |
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T-Minus 1 week until I have the best roommate ever!
He cooks and uh cooks and is so adorbale when he sleeps and makes the best mojito known to man-kind.
Granted I have to do his laundry and rub his back and clean up after him and watch gross guy movies
but I have never missed that more!
Super stoked! Plus I need a good drink. I mean it's only been what? 2 freakin months?
Then Gainsville for 3 days!
So excited for next week and everything to come!
Bring it on baby, good, bad, and the ugly
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[27 Aug 2007|09:28pm] |
Holy fuck seeing him today was so good.
I honestly miss him so much it hurts.
Its weird having something I've wanted so much.
It's not having what you want
It's wanting what you've got
I still want him now more then ever.
"Well they want to meet you too but youre taken"
Really the only thing that stuck with me; other than your hand on the glass as we said goodbye.
I miss him but for the first time in 3 weeks, I feel good.
I don't feel like blowing up my head.
Wednesday please come fast; I need to be in his arms.
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[11 Aug 2007|10:04pm] |
I waited 8months to get what I wanted
I have it & I still want it more then ever
And in less then 24hours its been taken away from me
& its something no one can fix.
Im scared, nervous, upset, pissed, name it.
What's wrong with me?
I don't want to lose him.
I don't want to hurt myself. Guard where are you when I need you?
Im scared. This is something I have to do for myself.
I have no idea what to do. I just wish it was simple.
All the good things are worth it?
Or if you love something give it away?
I just need someone to be there for me while Im trying to be there for him
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[06 Jul 2007|12:33pm] |
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These past 3days have been amazing & I never want them to end.
Fuck Bradenton for taking away the only person I can do nothing with and have time fly.
I don't want to give him back for the sole reason of him knowing every word to "Snails" by the Format & singing along with me in my car at 4am. I just don't want to give him back period.
He's what makes 5am bearable and 6am seem like a joke.
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[18 Apr 2007|06:03pm] |
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2times in one month
and in 2different spots
same finger of course
takin pillz yo takin pillz
oh& i hate people
does it really eat you that much? you are so damn pathetic.
i've always been first.
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[09 Apr 2007|09:20pm] |
2 for 3 and a double [haven't played in 4weeks]
awesome time last night [long over due]
awesome boy [too cute]
and my brothers back ! [been way too long]
fuck you my life is so good right now.
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[26 Nov 2006|10:28pm] |
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Thanksgiving break is long gone; and hopefully I earned enough dough to pay for my lovely ticket due on the 4th.
Along with that I've watched enough OC to last a life time or until I manage to get my greedy hands on season 1&3
( But you only wanted me the way you wanted me )
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[18 Oct 2006|09:10pm] |
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I'm good; the weather is swell; and my friends, well couldnt ask for better!
Cheesy updates is my middle name :]
( HOMECOMING '06 DAWG )
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[26 Jul 2005|02:11am] |
Hey!
Addd it.
And I'll addd you back.
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